THE STORY TELLER
photo credit: Arun PJ. |
The joke is as infectious as her smile and the little spark of humour
picks up force, accelerating into a laugh riot. The actors seem to have lost
their focus. “Ladies, Gentlemen and all other species!” she exclaims; trying to
capture their attention. Disciplined to that voice, the laughter ceases and
they regroup to stay with her till she concludes the tale. So vivid is her skill
of narrating, so intimate her gift of empathizing that by the time she has
finished walking the listeners through the script, every prospective member of
the cast and crew of the Mustard Seeds has already lived the play in their
minds.
“The characters I write about actually live with me, walk with me and are
continuously haunting me,” admits the story teller, who over the last 25 years,
has left theatre lovers awestruck with her choice of scripts. Like most
directors, she has her unique way of functioning. “I don’t know and don’t wish
to know exactly how a particular play would shape up. Forming such a prior
picture would be imposing too much on the actor,” she says, stressing that
theatre is more about group energy than one person’s interpretation. She
further explains, “The actor has his/her own understanding of life, an interpretation
of a character which adds to the ideas and unifying vision of the director.”
Although play-writing is a long encompassing process which sometimes
spans into months and years, there are moments that give her an unimaginable
high. “Script writing is an extensive and intensive process spent empathizing
with different characters; but the thrill I get when the first draft is ready
is unbelievable,” she reveals how she turns into an excited little girl who
ends up texting the good news to all the
Mustard Seeds.
“Rehearsals are at first about the details of character, relationships,
themes and movements and then suddenly one day that magic moment happens, when
you see an actor bring the character you wrote to life.” So does she ever succumb
to bias towards certain characters in the process of sketching their
personality? “The writer has to empathize a little extra with the main
character and his or her dreams and conflicts or else the audience will not. However,
round characters make a good story with their positives and negatives.”
For decades now, she has been accused of tip-toeing away from the
photographer, shying away from the limelight. “I like being this way; publicity
for individuals is not a necessity. I would rather value visibility for the
plays and theatre work we do,” she states her preference also adding “ I would not like to end up constantly
wearing a mask and faking a public persona. Too much publicity may endanger
one’s genuine self, I’m afraid.”
Representing a brand of accomplished women who are mature enough to not
let the media scrutinize their personal life, she has maintained a fine balance
between her work and home. “I appreciate being in solitude and this peaceful
space is very important to a writer,” she suggests as the cuckoo in the garden
sings in agreement. “Being alone is different from being lonely; I connect with
different people and with a variety of friends.”
In fact it is this quality in her to see something beautiful in the most
ordinary situations that has helped her enrich her work. “I pick up themes and
dialogue from musings and whispers around the place – be it a bus, a
classroom, a market place – which lead to hilarious exchanges. There is this
genuine humanity beneath the humour and this excites me.”
Theatre fans know her as a director who would rather stand in the crowd
and applaud her cast rather be on stage and bow to a standing ovation. “Theatre
is to me creativity-in-community,” she points out, “It is a collaborative art,
a philosophy of interconnections. It is not a solo game. A play needs to have a
playwright, director, actors, light-and-sound technicians, musicians, make-up
artists and a production team to make it successful and I feel all deserve due
credit and praise.”
A firm believer of the fact that every member of the cast is as
responsible as the director; though in a different way, she admits having
anxious moments backstage. “I have bitten my nails to the quick hoping that
everything goes well. There are days when a certain actor’s performance flags,”
she says, quickly adding that there is also that ecstatic moment which makes
the play worth every drop of sweat and blood. “I have witnessed those magical
moments when someone who showed comparatively low energy at rehearsals does
something extraordinarily fine on stage. There is also energy in the audience
and even if I am backstage I can feel that powerful encounter.”
Her connection with the audience goes beyond theatre. She began her
teaching career at the age of 19 and has since evolved into an institution of
her own. “I had a great time from day one. I still remember entering a 10 std
classroom that included huge boys. They were certainly amused by my presence and
happily my class proved to be funny and entertaining,” she recounts her first
day as a teacher in school.
Tutoring a generation that has little patience to hang on to a boring
lecture, she has managed to cut ice with the naughtiest of students. “I would research the topic and present it to
them in the most interesting way I could manage. There must be honesty towards
one’s work; you can’t talk rubbish in class,” says the former vice-principal of
Dhempe College, Miramar (GOA). She is very much aware of the young bunch of
teachers and their attitudes. “As a teacher, you must come prepared and respect
the responsibility entrusted to you. You should have respect for each person in
the class,” says a teacher who has commanded respect more than she has demanded
it.
There is a sincere effort to ring in some changes in our education system
with seminars presentations and projects of various kinds. “There are people in
this world that can take a creative proposal and end up making it rigid. But
then, as I share with my juniors, one must often work with what one has,
instead of merely grumbling about what one lacks. You have to be creative to
transform a class and what you need most is imagination and courage.”
The Mustard Seed Art Company – Goa’s only English theatre group – has
been welcoming and receptive, a shelter to the birds of the air. “We like
experimenting with variety of plays, locations and art forms. Not being
primarily commercial allows us the freedom to explore different themes and
avenues,” she says, illustrating how they once adapted a poem and enacted it.
As a theatre group, they have always had faith in their effort to do
something worthwhile and significant. “Theatre
can make a change; it can contribute to the climate of thought. When we performed
the play ‘A Leaf in the Wind’ in memory of Domnic, who was very much a part of
the Mustard Seeds and a very dear friend, we were ridiculed and taunted by many
people who did not understand our work.”
It began as an attempt to stay together; but today the members have
multiplied and many have migrated across the seas. “We were rehearsing for our
first play and as we neared the performance date, we realized that it was all
going to end soon. We didn’t want to miss out on all the fun of doing theatre,”
she reflects as she relates the genesis of the Mustard Seed Art Company. Consistency has been vital to the group that
has kept up regular performances for over 25 years despite their busy lives. She
joyfully concludes, “It began as a theatre group, but it is now a family - a
family of friends.”
·
The most
touching compliment
At a
gathering, a past student once confessed: “She was the same to everybody in class”.
·
Positive
changes in Goa, post colonial rule
Democracy
brought in a freedom of speech, education and employment opportunities
for so many people!
·
Love for
nature
I enjoy the
rains, the monsoon is so exciting yet restful. I could say, I abide in nature.
· Teaching tidbit
Look
everybody in the eye; every single one in class has something in mind, which
contributes to the energy being accessed.
· Chalk or duster?
When I
began teaching, I believed a great deal in the chalk in my hand. Today I
believe the duster makes space for learning: it welcomes and invites everyone
to contribute.
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